lips meet
teeth and tongue..
my heart skips
eight beats at once
all written in this page is a work of fiction. all characters, places, and events are either the products of imagination or used in a fictitious manner. any resemblance to actual people or events is purely coincidental.
one. mun is of age and is a struggling college student, replies could be slow sometimes but will be done eventually.
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three. timezone is gmt plus eight though mun body clock is all messed up so what's the point.
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if we were meant to be
we would've been by now
the thing i remember was that when he made up his mind, that was it. he said he'd die before he ate another carrot, and he did. at mom's funeral, we swore we'd never be afraid again, and he wasn't. i think he always wanted to fly. but that day, he finally made up his mind to do it..
name. neptune clandeste hwang
alias. tune
date of birth. april 10th, 1998
place of birth. seattle, usa
nationality. american
blood type. o
height. 178 cm / 5'10"
star sign. aries sun, virgo moon, aquarius rising
mbti personality. infp-t
hogwarts' housing. hufflepuff
temperament. melancholy
moral alignment. chaotic neutral
current residence. seoul, south korea
status. university student,
part-timer at wanderer's cafe and petal's flower shop
face claims. jeon jeongguk (main), kim yerim, kim taehyung
past aliases. aiden, cloud, south, wynd, dillon, neul
i'll sit and
watch your car burn
..i told him going around was impossible. maybe if i hadn't said that, maybe if the wind hadn't picked up, then maybe he'd still be here but i doubt it. i think he already made up his mind. that's what i want to remember about my brother. the day he made up his mind to fly.. and he did.
likes. winter, doggo, fresh laundry, a cup of warm tea after sushi, unread library, autumn's leaves, drinking water from a glass cup, an apple after a meal, dangling earrings, pua from moana (he's so underrated please), a good stretch in the morning, head pat, forehead kisses, golden hour.
dislikes. bugs, overly crowded place, packed public transportation, sleeping in a train, luffa acutangula, people who smack their lips when they eat, movies without snacks, snacks without movies, tight clothes, shorts on summer, trousers on summer, summer in general, group discussion, wet feet.
it's complicated. rain, documentaries, evening walk, busy street, stationary store/book store, colorful clothes, my own playlist, perfumes, broccoli, people who walk slow, holidays.
with the fire that
you started in me
scream until the universe could answer. tune in until the deaf could hear. read until the blind could see. and love, until those who can't feel, fall in it.
damian.
there is a hurricane
in my ribcage
where a heart
used to be.
souta.
my mother named me
light; the first ray starting the day
and there are days
when i forget there is
light at all
this name then becomes
a reminder how
the woman who raised me
named me after something
so glorious; it shines
and even on my darkest days
i am the light i should be looking for.
lucifer.
it's okay
if you're burning
with anger
or sadness
or both
it is necessary
for you to collapse
so you can learn
how phoenixes are
reborn
when they burn
and rise again
from the ashes of
their existence.
mac.
you said you would stay forever
but does this forever include all the times when
i am an earthquake; tearing apart my
own existence, burying down my own cities
because
i do not want the sound of forever in
the same air where i keep the sound of the
word survival if it was never meant to
be there at all.
zane.
wishlist:
1. tremendous courage
2. the power of forgiveness
3. strength in abundance
4. an unlimited supply of kindness
cassie.
yesterday i was the moon
today just an eclipse
something in me travels
some days it's to
the dark
some days it's to
the light.
jaden.
like the anger of fire
shapes metal
like the sorrow of a writer
creates poetry
everything that is beautiful
doesn't always start
beautifully.
malfoy.
i want to travel more. and out of a thousand
other reasons, i want to travel to be homesick.
i want to be on another land yearning for the
food of my hometown, for the warm and
aromatic chai my grandmother makes, for the
pink bougainvillae that stands firmly on the
lawn of our house. i want to travel to be away
from home so that i can return, loving it as
much as it deserves to be loved. i want to go
away from home just for returning back here
to realize everything i have ever neglected is
worth loving and
worrying for.
yu.
how dare you call
an arrangement of bricks my home
home is the comfort
built with my mother's words
home is the art piece
my sister hung on the wall
and
home is all the people
who make my heart feel at ease.
aayan.
do not worry
about people
they're wearing the same flesh
breathing the same chemicals
walking on the same solid earth
as you
so why should it matter
when
you are them and they are you.
aurie.
a bolt of lightning
striking a building
made up of delicate glass
this is how i visualize
a heartbreak.
hunter.
learn to lose
and
it will teach you how
winning works.
jeremy.
people leave
because
unlike matter
that has firm, solid, strong
molecules
people are made up of
air, fire, earth and water
that change shapes
that keep moving
that cannot stop
so let them go
and let them be
the things they want
the shapes they like
because
in the end
you too will grow
into something
entirely new
so let them go.
jimen.
my mother's name
translates into
the sun of women
she named me
noor unnahar
light of the day
i shine when i want to
i burn when i have to
the sun named me light; i know
how to dwell in the sky
with eclipses and stars.
venus.
be kind
for this is something
a lot of people
can never be.
xiu.
isn't it
breathtakingly beautiful
how you've learned
to grow flowers
from the memories
that died
a long time ago.
fabian.
falling in love with cities is risky
they'll welcome you with spectacular sunsets
and stunning skyscrapers and a skyline that
lights up the whole sky
but when they're angry,
they will burn themselves down to fuel a riot
that'd run loose on their streets
they will remind you
that if you love a city with its lights on
you will have to love it
even when it is on fire.
west.
broken homes produce
walking, talking wars
their residents
either become their own cities
or their own ruins.
isla.
i am building
a house
where the floor is
made up of strength
where the walls are
crafted of ambition
where the roof is
a masterpiece of forgiveness
i am building
myself.